I have written often about wanting to go back in time to when my babies were little. Not that I do not absolutely love who they are now, it’s just that, well, I miss my babies. I miss it all. Lately, little random things will bring me back and I am just sad and overcome by emotion. I think too many things are rapidly changing around me….
A few mornings ago I was dwelling on it all and these words just popped into my head. They rhymed and so I went with it and kept going. Clearly, I am not a poet, or even a writer, but I kind of like it…..
Take me back
to their childhood times
when I was their world
and they were mine.
Take me back
to days without end
when time was spent snuggling
and playing pretend.
Take me back
to friends in the yard
when each day was joyful
and life was less hard.
Take me back
to playdates and games
recitals and tournaments
played in the rain.
Take me back
to barbeques outside
when family was gathered
to eat side by side.
Take me back
to kisses goodnight
with my babies asleep
the most beautiful sight.
Take me back
to Christmas mornings
the joy and excitement
leave me with such longing.
Take me back
to the best ever hugs
still nothing compares
to that kind of love.
Take me back
please take me back now
the time I took for granted
I want back, somehow.
Please let me go
there’s so much to savor
I feel like I missed it
little things, yet so major.
I miss it, I miss them
please show me the way
I wish to go back
to that very first day.
Take me back….